do you know???

do you know how is the feeling when you break promise???
do you know what my heart is soft???
do you know i am a weak person???
why you have to do me like this???
if you do not want to talk with me, then just forget it..
why want to explain to me somemore???
you even hurting me....
i'm a weak person...
if i really love the person,
i need to take very long time to forget him!
take years to forget!
i already told you..
it is a yes or no...
why you did this to me??
you know how hurtful am I???
why you want to be like your ex??
you are educated person...
you got study in college..
you should understand people feelings...
why???
i wonder...
my chest and heart were very pain...
and now you said that you love someone else...
who care and think about you...
i never hurt you...i got care for you...
i got think for you..
why you must treat me like this???!
WHY???
i not to say hurt you until you cry right???
i got say sorry and will change right??
i change myself because of you!
i never eat durian because of you...
i never argue with mummy daddy because of you..
i study because of you...
i stop playing games because of you...
everything because of you...
why you treat me like this???
i already lost more than 10 kg since you do me like this..
i'm getting more thinner and thinner..
my shirt and trousers are all very lose and big..!!
you see how serious???
every night i cry...!!
every day i cant eat properly..
i can't do work properly..
why are you so mean???!
you think you just ask me to forgive and forget you are very easy??
NO!
your ex do to you also you can't take it right???
so why you do to me now???
why you want to be like your ex???!
WHY???
I WONDER WHY!!
now i seriously can't sleep...
i'm under depression and you add on somemore!!
you really torture me you know!
if earlier i know you will do me like this,
i will not ask you to come KL...
you came to KL,
that's why i had like you so much...
if not i won't like you so much....
why are you treating me like this???
what's my wrong??
i'm doing a very bad thing to you???
only that make you angry and you want to end???
i already said sorry and will change...
WHY???!! why you no more care about my feelings... ='(

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