i start my new life lor now...

since the situation in my life like this,
i should forget everything...
i have no choice...
but how to forget???
can someone teach me???

this is what i mean actually.. it's all written in this blog.. thanks to this person who wrote this..
click and read..!
You never forget your first true love
i am serious..that's all what i mean...
i just couldn't explain all out...

to tell the whole world,
so far i got 3 times of boyfriends,
but when i was young ( i mean during my primary and secondary school)...
i don't take my relationship with my 2 ex boyfriend so serious...
because last time i thought that 'aiya... i am still so young and available..lol...'
and somemore my relationship with them only few months.. ( like 3-4 months only)
and also we rarely talk...that time i don't have handphone yet...so we like don't care each other..lol..
so i don't take my relationship with my 2 ex until so serious like now..
truthfully speaking, i only can forget my feelings for them about 1-2 weeks...
but the boy i like last time, i only can forget about 2 years, because i still waiting for him silently. i never tell him anything... but now we still remain friends,
but no more feelings for him..only good friend.. =)

hmm.. but my this 3rd relationship.. haizz..i really take it serious because it's like more than 1 year..
and we have been so loving together =''( .. it's like totally different from my 2 ex boyfriends... = =
that's why i don't know how to forget this person...
imagine.... nearly 3 months... and my feelings and condition now still the same...
so serious right??? time faster go, i want to forget everything... =''( because i want to aim my career...

this is what i mean actually.. it's all written in this blog.. thanks to this person who wrote this..
click and read..!

You never forget your first true love

i am serious..that's all what i mean...
i just couldn't explain all out...


how to forget leh??? ='(
who can tell me??? haizz.... =(
at home, i cannot study properly..
but in college can abit.. i mean better abit....
so i might be going to college on saturdays and sundays too....

and....
everytime those words come back..
i really don't like it lar.. ='(
i should stop everything...
but everytime come back...
hmm... @_@
you ask me to forgive and forget you,
ok lor... i should forget you...
we forget each other lor... you say wan...your decision.... sighh....
i feel that there is no hope to be friends or lovers anymore... ='''(
ok... so... good luck in your studies...
hope we can meet next world/next life....
so.. take care and bye...

i am going to start my new life now...
i will not forget my this true love... my 3rd love in my life..
i am very appreciate to this person because this person taught me a lots of things in life...
even though he hurts me before and made me sad,
but i will not forget him..i mean..  will forget the feelings for him...
but will not forget him for the next life...
i hope next life we can talk again...
please don't ruin this relationship again..hmm... if not i whack you.. hmm..i am serious.. !

see what my future going on now lor...
hope my life can be better than now....
i am going to start back my high school life...
i mean starting to listen to songs again and write lyrics...
i don't want to think any relationship again...
i thought i can really get a boyfriend and this is last boyfriend...
but.. sighhh... ='''(  before i got my 3rd love, i was thinking i don't want boyfriend because i know i will be like this condition... ='''( i don't know how to say lar.. people so complicated... =''(
it's hurts when each other leave...
the fact is we could not accept it.. =''(

i will study properly and aim for my career to be successful woman...
if any boys want me because of my status such as my career,my money,my appearance and many more... i don't want him..
if any boys want me because of WHO I AM... then i will accept him... i want a boy who is care and love me.. know what i want... always accompany me when i am not happy and lonely... <3

SO. will blog tomorrow... already very late... got to go to bed soon..
GOOD NIGHTS.. !

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