please...!! ='(

i don't want to suffer anymore....!!
please release my sadness here....
i suffered for nearly 3 months already....
i want to concentrate in my studies..
but very hard and pressure...
keep thinking of the person....='(
why am i so weak???
is not life complicated...
is the people who are the one complicated..
they make it...
if they never make it, how can this happen...='(
why..~~ ='(
listen to Buddha song, just no effect......
i try not to think and concentrate still cannot..
is it need more songs???
i do what also no use...
if i tell mummy daddy,
they will scold me.. ='(
they just do not understand my feelings...
my feelings now very hurt...
mummy just know how to think about my 2nd brother..
she just talk about other people problem..not mine...='(
she do not know how i feel..
this 3 months, i have been very sad..
people just do not know my feelings..
i never laugh anymore.. i never smile anymore...
just normal..or sad face...
how long i can stand???
i do not want to do stupid thing....
always sick..not good.... ='(
i do not want to suffer...
Buddha and Guan Yin~~
please help me ='(
i do not want to suffer...
please bring back my happiness.... ='(
i do not want to lose anything anymore...
i want it back....
let me be strong... ='(
i do not want to be weak...
i act only...
i acted my outer personality...
act happy, act nothing happen....
but actually not...
no one know how i feel....
='(
cry!! my heart hurts badly... ='(
why~~ ='(

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