telling whole world what i really feel~!

ok... truth is...
AHHHHHHHHHH~~~ == ><
i do not know laaaaaarrrrrrr...........
i can become a crazy girl already!!!!!!!
AMBOI!!!
cakap ni cakap tu sangat senang kan???
HURM! let me talk english better..lol.. >/<
say this and say that is very easy right???
you you you think that mouth and hand talk very easy hor...
actions??? HAR!!!!! GOTCHA... >/<
actions must depend on our feelings....
what i said might be false..might be true...

but now i am going to tell the whole world..
although everyone who are beside me now especially my family,
they told me to see far, see for my future...
they told me to be successful..
if not... i will spoil my future....
they told me, do not care of other things LAR!...
then i say... ok ok..... but still cannot... >/<
i keep telling..especially my eldest brother..
i could not forget this person...
he said, just do your part.. be a successful person....
then i have a bright future..not dark...
do not give up.... no matter what happens... NO! GIVING! UP!
bu yao fang xi.. ==
sorry my chinese language is very poor.. ><

truth..is..... I COULD NOT FORGET THIS GUY LARRRR!!!
HMMMMMMMMMMMM
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE CANNOT FORGET THIS PERSON AHHH!!
YOU KNOW OR NOT... NEARLY 3 MONTHS ALREADY AHH.....
WHY THE FEELINGS STILL SAME WAN.. OI SEI....!! ><
WANT DIE DE.. ADUI~~

We do not know the future...
but i want i want i want... means i want...
i want to be a successful girl...
ahhhhh...i want crazy de ahh...
what happen to me!!
other boys i can forget slowly..
but this boy, ><
want to forget also cannot.. HMM!!
how man.. how woman.... ==

what should I do???
anyone can help me??? ='(
i still cannot forget this person....
i still like this person....
ok...i know you all do not believe..
i like this boy last time..
and it takes me around 2-3 years to forget this feelings...
we are not couples...i just like him.. quite strong the feelings..
and imagine now.....
i with this boy more than 1 year...
and now...~~
want to forget but how long only can forget....
well... you all will see...
see how long i can forget.... HUMM!! ='(

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